Saturday, April 4, 2009

Back to the Land of the Living

After 14 months of being home with my three gorgeous girls, the time has come to venture back into the workplace. (Hence the lack of blog posts!) If you know me at all, I have some pretty convicted feelings on the role of a Mom and where she is most needed. This being said, I waited patiently and prayed hard for just the right opportunity to come our way. I had been offered a couple of part time positions in the last few months and almost felt irresponsible turning them down, while Seth's job was becoming less and less dependable. But when something doesn't feel right, I have learned to follow that intuition. It's amazing how trusting your instincts is sometimes just what it takes to hear God.

I am going back to work at Zeeland ER, as a Patient Care Assistant (Tech/Clerk). My hours are PRN, so essentially I can pick and choose the times that work best for me and the family out of a pool of open hours. I spent five years at Holland ER before the twins were born, so it feels familiar and comfortable. The greatest thing is that in just a couple of shifts, I already have a really good feeling.

It is amazing how in just a few hours of doing something you enjoy, and where you and your abilities are needed, you become inspired again. Since Tori and Emma were born, I haven't had a moment to barely consider going back to school for Nursing (which I was in the process of enrolling for before I was pregnant). It was such a reassurance to know that the desire was still there, and now I know that It will happen. I just need to trust those instincts and listen closely for the right timing.

Overall, what a relief to go to a new job, like it, and feel at ease with leaving my kids for a couple of hours here and there. I am so thankful for all of the blessings in our life. God's grace is truly sufficient!